I Wanna Start My Life Again Lyrics

I'm packing my stuff cuh I'm driving away

Had a full course meal and it started with love

And I really thought that was okay

But fuck my dessert cus' it ended with pain

I get in ma car, might take out the breaks

And now that I left… they want me to stay

But now its too late cuh I'm changing my name

Might move to the states and edit my face

Cuh I wanna go back to "I felt no pain"

I wanna start my life again

I say that I'm fine, got a fucked up life

I just wanna start it again

Rewrite my wrongs and fix mistakes

Wanna start my life again

I don't wanna die but I want a new life

I just wanna start it again

I wish that I spoke way more in school

And I wish that I made some friends

But I didn't fit in, had a childlike mind

But I weren't childish so I stayed in my lane

Had nothing to say, didn't waste my words

Now I get paid every time that I talk

And I rap for ones that's been hurt too

I'm in need of a nurse, left my heart on a verse

And I wish that I passed my courses

I dropped out of colly, said my music important

I didn't give a fuck what my family think

Cus' I know deep down that they didn't support it

It's dark outside if I crash right now

Then I know the whole world will be mourning

Cus' I made me a name but I still let my family down

And it's fucking exhausting

And to the ex that I left, my very first love

You know it's my biggest regret

But I can't comprehend cus' it fucks with my head

That I was hurting your soul and I left you upset

If I could go back, yeah I'd give you my best

So I made you a song, I don't know if you care

14th of dece, is the day that we met

I just wanna rest, start my life all again, fuck!

I'm packing my stuff cuh I'm driving away

Had a full course meal and it started with love

And I really thought that was okay

But fuck my dessert cus' it ended with pain

I get in ma car, might take out the breaks

And now that I left… they want me to stay

But now its too late cuh I'm changing my name

Might move to the states and edit my face

Cuh I wanna go back to "I felt no pain"

I wanna start my life again

I say that I'm fine, got a fucked up life

I just wanna start it again

Rewrite my wrongs and fix mistakes

Wanna start my life again

I don't wanna die but I want a new life

I just wanna start it again