always be the same Lyrics

I don't understand why you go away

Please stay

I don't understand why you go away

The day will always be the same

Always be the same

Everytime you leave it makes my heart break

Why wait

End all of the sadness fore I fade away

The day will always be the same

Always be the same

Always be the same

Everyday I'm stuck in this place

Education battlin' me

Disgrace for goodness sake

They tell me to embrace

But they don't understand they don't see that face

Bipolar got me goin through things

That nobody gets call that a closed case

Live like me and you'll see

Everyday I try trace

My future but I can't see where I'll be

Like I got no bass

No foundation no concealer

But I still cover it up

If life is like a toast then my whole life

I've been butterin' up

Phases in life got me fake

What the hell did it make

But a crazy mate

Mentally unstable Brain is crazy

Why is this world so fake

How many times do they break my trust

And how many times do they call me crazy

I'm out here juggling things

I'm trying my best but they call me lazy

They just don't get it

They don't get what it means to be like me

And they say they do

But they don't

So shut your mouth

Are you dumb

You don't know what I've been through

People gave me fake love

While the whole time I had been true

All I have is all these songs

I can express myself

Otherwise its like my brain don't know about mental health

I think I'm mad

I've lost it

Got too much ice I'm frosted

But it means nothing if my brain aint right

And I'm holding my heart at hostage

I don't understand why you go away

Please stay

I don't understand why you go away

The day will always be the same

Always be the same

Everytime you leave it makes my heart break

Why wait

End all of the sadness fore I fade away

The day will always be the same

Always be the same

They think I'm lazy

But they don't know that I am strugglin'

Trying too hard

But all I can do is keep on fumblin'

Why is this life so hard

Why do they all discard

The fact they they don't know what I been through

And what I'm going through

I just keep crumblin

I keep it all to myself

Afraid of nothing but vulnerability

Why is it so hard to get out of my shell

And show my abilities

Too many times I been rejected

Why in life should I even care

Too many times I been disrespected

Why in life should I ever share

My feelings

And my thoughts

These things that make me fall short

And the times that I was 13 and I nearly went into court

People don't know

People don't know the truth about ne

Life experiences are the reason

As to why I'm now crazy

They think I'm heartless and I'm reckless

But its deeper than that

This world it turned me into what I am

Like a creeper and that

I'm finna explode like some TNT

Like where's the flint and steel

Its almost everywhere

And I'm so close if I'm keeping it real

This is my message to mental stability

It's been so long since its stayed

Call that mental agility

I'm starving for stability

I'm thirsty for credibility

But nobody is real

And nobody can be the remedy

So my mind is sealed

I don't understand why you go away

Please stay

I don't understand why you go away

The day will always be the same

Always be the same

Everytime you leave it makes my heart break

Why wait

End all of the sadness fore I fade away

The day will always be the same

Always be the same