stuck in the middle Lyrics

Stay low on the path of regrets

Breathe slow ponder madness

Inoperable sins

Feign attitude

Blowing smoke into the wind

Gratuitous acts

Bad decisions made on a whim

Hashed out over anger bottled within

Alabaster carriage to carry my ends

Cracked vase that my mind can't mend

Elaborate display of my worth to hide the pain I can't pretend

I'm not hurt by the words I don't say

I go to church but I still can't pray

Burry my face in the dirt to hide the shame

Furious I shake my fist in the face of God's grace

Keep a repentant heart and a bleeding pen

Put my heart on display using words to paint pictures

Maintain the vilipend fictional portrayal of indifference

Reaping what I sow so now I'm waiting for the winter

Greiving over notes that I wrote got my mind on a hair trigger

Said what I said and I mean what I say

Smile on my face when I throw a middle finger

Walking miles everyday growing with the seasons

Stuck in the middle fighting with my demons

Heathenistic tendencies I'm working on my schemas

Melancholic melodies echoing my weakness

Walking miles everyday growing with the seasons

Still stuck in the middle fighting with my demons

Fill page after page with accretions

Feel late to my own pain latent misreadings

Grains of sand always slipping through my fingers

Frantically grabbing anything to keep me dreaming

Walking miles everyday growing with the seasons

Still stuck in the middle fighting with my demons