- Genre:Alternative
- Year of Release:2022
Lyrics
Ever since
I been regretting my choices
But living without you doesn't seem to make no sense
Why do I even keep you around
When being friends with benefits
Doesn't come with benefits
The truth is ever since you came in
My self esteem's been
Way down
Way down
Way down
And ever since you destroyed it
My self esteem's been
Way down
Way down
Way down
Nothing hurts more than this
If you're catching my drift
That's how you make me feel
And nothing hurts more than this
I'll never know if my love was real
Hopeless and I can't describe
The depths of my deepest desires
I don't know if I can survive
Without you
(without you)
Hopeless, I'm falling in the sky
I'm tryna catch rays of sunlight
But I don't know If I can ever
Forget you
At times I didn't wanna live anymore
You weren't there
Abandoned by the girl I loved
and my best friends
I was scared
15, I was young and impressionable
At 19, still young and still so gullible
And nothing hurts me more than you
If you're watching my drift
Not gonna make it through
I was hopeless and lost in your eyes
And I could barely decide
And I believed you when you played dumb
Because you know you're not see-through
I believed you cause I was numb
But I had faith in you
You, you
Hopeless and I can't describe
The depths of my deepest desires
I don't know if I can survive
Without you
(without you)
Hopeless, I'm falling in the sky
I'm tryna catch rays of sunlight
But I don't know If I can ever
Forget you
And I'm just tryna be happy
In this goddamn miserable state
In which you left me
And I'm just tryna be happy
In this goddamn miserable state
In which you left me
In this goddamn miserable state
In which you left me
In this goddamn miserable state
In which you left me
Yeah
Hopeless