please tell someone dear Lyrics

Color numb

Losing appetite

I'm so terrified just to sleep at night

It's a battle that I'll always lose

My bedroom's a prison too

Called my mama to confess that I don't know what to do

I don't really wanna go, don't wanna stay around

I don't really wanna see or hear, make a sound

Everything I used to do I can't do them now

I can't believe I can't bear to be me

I don't really wanna know, don't wanna point it out

I don't really wanna show that I'm breaking down

Everything I used to do I can't do them now

I can't believe I can't bear to be me

Shut up in my head

I'm my own enemy

No where I can run

Is this real? Am I me?

So numb that my eyes don't recognize my reflection

Call it post-TSD

My body detached and my face it don't match

What the fuck am I gonna do

Am I crazy, overthinking

Every night in the dark I'm a grown man crying

I don't really wanna go, don't wanna stay around

I don't really wanna see or hear, make a sound

Everything I used to do I can't do them now

I can't believe I can't bear to be me

I don't really wanna know, don't wanna point it out

I don't really wanna show that I'm breaking down

Everything I used to do I can't do them now

I can't believe I can't bear to be me

I can't bear to me

Shit

Shut up in my head

I'm my own enemy

No where I can run

Is this real? Am I me?

I'm fucking losing it

I don't really wanna go, don't wanna stay around

I don't really wanna see or hear, make a sound

Everything I used to do I can't do them now

I can't believe

I'm fucking losing it now

I don't really wanna know, don't wanna point it out

I don't really wanna show that I'm breaking down

I'm fucking losing it now

Everything I used to do I can't do them now

I can't believe

I'm fucking losing it now

I don't really wanna go, don't wanna stay around

I don't really wanna see or hear, make a sound

And I can't turn it around

Everything I used to do I can't do them now

I can't believe

I'll suffocate till I'm out

I don't really wanna know, don't wanna point it out

I don't really wanna show that I'm breaking down

Someone please hear me out

Everything I used to do I can't do them now

I can't believe

I'm fucking losing it