October 24th Lyrics

I forgot what day it was

October 24th

Our anniversary

It would've been three years today

A day that meant so much, but I only knew what the day was

Cus I set a reminder on my phone years ago

I thought about texting you

Like hey isn't this funny

But I didn't wanna seem so desperate

Like hoping you'd come back and love me

I'll tell you the truth

I just want you out my head

When I see you in my dreams at night

I'd rather stay awake than go to bed

Now I'm pretty sure I'm over you

It's just that my subconscious needs something to do

I need closure more than ever that's true

But after I record this I'll be over you

It's not like it even matters

It's not like it even matters

It was two years of our lives and now it's nothing

It's not like it mattered then

So why should it matter now

It was a high school relationship

What's there to care about?

You were my first kiss

My first everything

My first heartbreak

I saw it coming

But I didn't want to believe it

I had security I couldn't just leave it

Loneliness still frightened me

I was terrified to feel it

It's not like it even matters

It's not like it even matters

It was two years of our lives

Now we're not speaking

It's not like it mattered then

So why should it matter now

It was a high school relationship

What's there to care about?

Will I ever love again?

Will I ever love again?

Every gift, every date, every plan that we made

I don't think I can do it again

It's not like it even matters

It's not like it even matters

It was two years of our lives and now it's nothing

It's not like it even matters

It's not like it even matters

It's not like it even matters