Walls Lyrics

Lookin' back on days when I felt good

Livin' life right now ain't what it once was

Changin' who I am, god damn I must've

Self love ain't as good as what it once was

Lookin' to my side and they doin' well

Know I'm happy for you, though I'm standin' here

Miss ya'll by my side if you couldn't tell

I don't need you to mention

I was never there

How I never cared

This right here the jump off

How could I prepare?

For what's comin' next

This right here the jump off

Spent my time all alone bein' faded

Lost what is mine and the ones I came with

Guess I deserve all this mess I made

This mess I made

Mess I made

And it's days like this that I wish I never built a wall

But it's times like this that I wish I never felt at all

And it's days like this that I wish that I knew my worth

And it's days like this that I know that I've felt the worst

Not safe for how much I'm thinkin'

Lookin' back at the days I've felt this

Somethin's changed I don't know what's different

I feel so much more than I can take

Fuss and fight every night

Beatin' down my own self

Know I need to change

Even though they see I'm so well

Livin' all these lies

What I seem to be you can't tell

But I'm so far away

From myself

I noticed, you hate me

Welcome you my baby

When I feel the same damn way

And it's days like this that I wish I never built a wall

But it's times like this that I wish I never felt at all

And it's days like this that I wish that I knew my worth

And it's days like this that I know that I've felt the worst