Cope ft. Wicjones Lyrics

Major depression, bipolar

Schizophrenic episodes

Who's been knocking in my head

I think that devil knows

Strongest connections shared with ghosts

My friends and family filled with feuds

If I could piece it all together

I might snap and leave a bruise

I might snap and stress my conscious out

Fight is in and my fright is out

Hands around the neck of who bring hopelessness inside my house

I'm dead inside

I feel like my life is moving passed me

If I'm living in a movie, the director didn't cast me

I've been MIA like Florida

Eyes red from salty water

Drop down and hit that split

Make it splash and let me grip, please

Shedding tears always leaving me fatigued

So I'm searching for distractions in a woman I don't need

Tryna cope

Tell me what yah know

Everywhere I go

Everybody broken

We just tryna cope

Don't tell me what yah think

Don't ask me how I feel

Don't be acting like a shrink

We just tryna cope

Tell whatcha know

Everywhere I go

Everybody broken

We just Tryna cope

Tell me whatcha know

Reaching for a drug

Drinking past a buzz

All these hospital visits

For your conjugal visits

Married to abuse it's useless it ain't logical is it?

Threshold done grown so high so I can't even recognize you.

Supposed to fight the demons but you let the bitches exercise you

Pardon me

May have different vices but this pain been taking all of me

I stare at the ceiling like life has nothing to offer me

I would sleep forever if I could

Yeah the curtains block the light but somebody always bother me

I wished for the day that my soul would depart my flesh

I wished for a better day even if it meant death

I made up false reality inside my mind

Had one reason to be happy for every tear that I cried

Tryna cope

Tell me what yah know

Everywhere I go

Everybody broken

We just tryna cope

Don't tell me what yah think

Don't ask me how I feel

Don't be acting like a shrink

We just tryna cope

Tell whatcha know

Everywhere I go

Everybody broken

We just Tryna cope

Tell me whatcha know

Reaching for a drug

Drinking past a buzz

As if our pain doesn't outweigh every tear that we've cried

Some say it's easy to let go and just give it to God

We were taught to hide our feelings swallow tears and be a G

But ours was grief so we found unhealthy measures for relief

For Release meditate by medication for some temporary wings

Our problems then develop halos

The golden auras seem to light our battlefields and also partner us with Kratos

But then we land and the ground implodes beneath us because it's unstable

The sky revert to gray and the golden glow returns to fable

There's skeletons in the closet and monsters under the bed

All infected so we hide under covers to stop the spread

We would rather use a bandage than heal it with open air

How could you trust a parasite not to leave you impaired

You think the enemy would enter and not attack your immune system

Darwins theory suggests that no one safe from opportunism

Although we seem to be the sole beings with consciousness and such

Goodwill isn't all that common so our option is it trust

In digression, our optics often open up to anything that feels whole

Even if it why does the gaps and makes it worse

In the simplest terms, we just tryna cope