Numb my pain Lyrics

Staying with you my biggest mistake

Promise I will never do it again

This heartache here won't go away (Away away)

Numb my pain

Why do you start the fire and run from the flames

Butter fingers, can't catch no feelings, still you choose to play games

With my heart, now you blame me saying that I have changed

Could you blame me though, emotionally black and blue I couldn't stay the same

So I

Say that am fine when am

Not really fine and I

Keep it inside cause nobody cares when you cry and umm

Nah, nevermind... I had to remind myself

Not everyone is blind, some are scared to offer help

I would, I would set a screen for you

Make sure nobody comes and takes the ball from you

I would sacrifice the spotlight, I would bench for you

See this line I drew, yeah you crossed it fool

Forget heartbreak, you stab my heart with a needle many times

Drunk on that grapevine, you always wrong and am never right

When you look at me, do you feel pity or you close your eyes

And choose to turn a blind eye to mine's whenever they cry

How can you say you love me when you got my blood on your hands

Willing to beat me up so you can just impress all your friends

You hate it when am depressed, how do you not understand

That it's you who got me feeling like am on sinking sand

But you know am tired

Tired of crying, tired of trying

Tired of this that, am always tired of something

But you never tired of lying

Oh you don't like that

You don't like what you do to others

Oh you sorry, am sorry cause am not buying

All this pain that you done gave me

Yeah scars are beautiful but why do mine still bleed

Like why do I still need, some type of form of peace

It's time I look into the mirror am cooking up the wrong beef

Am fighting inner me, am my biggest enemy

Am finding it hard to shoot because I keep keep blocking me

Everytime I try to sleep, I remind me of thee

Of the many times you flee when I needed some glee

Staying with you my biggest mistake

Promise I will never do it again

This heartache here won't go away (Away away)

Numb my pain