died. Lyrics

Should've seen the way they walked away and laughed when I was hurting

Could've shown remorse or lent a torch the dark jus like a curtain

Thought I wouldn't have remembered very clever its for certain

Yuh and I know its surely certain

Should've even jus ignored me always saying something first

Always looked at as a lesser thought i'd never break the curse

And if you were part of that group that had always lead me into hurt

Recognize that its certain that I'll put you in the dirt

Guarantee yall thought I died

If we're being realistic I have never felt alive

And this never would've happened if i picked up on the signs

And I've lost my way of living and I've lost my way of crying yuh

Took this battle by myself

Walked away with better lessons but a toll on all my health

My depression was barbaric never lived with any wealth

Always did my things alone never looked for any help

Guarantee yall thought I died

If we're being realistic I have never felt alive

And this never would've happened if i picked up on the signs

And I've lost my way of living and I've lost my way of crying yuh

Took this battle by myself

Walked away with better lessons but a toll on all my health

My depression was barbaric never lived with any wealth

Always did my things alone never looked for any help