Better View Lyrics

Look around, think I need to find a better view

I'm not around, ten steps here ahead of you

Remind myself daily there's not another you

Victory my I follow the V that's a W

I'm growin' but can't let myself get comfortable

Don't nothin' motivate you like that hunger do

Been thinkin' bout goin' ghost for a month or two

Put my all into this music ain't got much to lose

Cause' I done held a lot of L's my whole life

A lot of people left when it ain't go right

Gettin' older, sick and tired of this hoe life

Seeing people's weddings really wanna find my own wife

But for now I let this hoe take my whole pipe

Regretful when she leave cause' it don't sit upon my soul right

Transmuting energy so when she leave I don't glow bright

Ex said I'm a low life and I'm proving that bitch so right

A broke felon lustin' over women

Head above the water barely in these bills I'm swimmin'

Drowning in the sorrow from my past decisions

Wear that bravado on my sleeve so you won't see I'm timid

I could sit here on these songs and act like

Everything is going perfectly but

I don't wanna lie to you and

Most importantly, I don't wann lie to me

And I'm like fuck everybody

Don't invite me to your party

Anti-social wouldn't talk to you while rollin' off the molly

I was tryin' social distance way before Coronavirus

Been thinkin' bout deleting my socials and just goin' private

Ain't tryna kick it that's wicked, I'm tryin' handle business

If you don't get it I ain't trippin' I don't need your friendship

Put an X through my circle like the operator sign

I got me, myself and I so God told me I'll be fine

Look, I'm tryin' grow dog

Spent my life under the influence it's old dog

Look, I'm tryin' grow dog

Spent my life trapped in the system that shit old dog

Tired of wastin' time, that clock keep tickin' faster

Miss the days when I was 9, care free little bastard

Now my life is full of problems and I ain't got the answers

Put myself in situations that slowly kill me like cancer

I think I'm dying on the inside

Won't never ask for help I got too much pride

Damn, won't never ask for help I got too much pride

You know I heard a man say once

Pride will cost you everything but leave you with nothing in return

I believe pride and ego are good to a certain extent but

We must learn to channel these emotions correctly