Closing Chapters (A Goodbye) Lyrics

Fumbling these words, wiping tears up out my eyes

You know that feeling that you get inside your throat before you cry

It's like I'm shaking to my core and then you steady asking why

This time I feel the truth would hurt you way more than a lie

See there's this road that I am walking down, I need to go alone but

I don't wanna leave you cuz you make me feel at home

Why does doing what is best me for me have me feeling wrong

I need you to keep it pushing, imma need you to be strong

The garden we were growing starting dying and I feel it first

So I'm leaving in hopes that you won't feel it worse

I thought growing pains were easy. now I feel it hurt

I take my med and then endure the pain until it works

Closing chapters

It's all over and gone

Over and gone

You'll probably hate me and I get it, I would prolly hate me too

But I never meant to hurt you, hope you know that much is true

The problem wasn't one you see the problem it was two

It was us, the way we worked, we weren't producing any fruit

You deserve more than the credit that I gave you

How can I say I love you, if I'm always tryna change you

And I know a part of me was always tryna save you

But now I gotta ask myself, who really saved who

I'm in a hero in a story but a villain in another

And if you have a moment say I'm sorry to your mother

But I had to save myself cuz I could feel me going under

And I wish that I could answer all the questions you may wonder, but I can't

Closing chapters

It's all over and gone

Over and gone

I hope you find somebody that can give you what you need

I hope you find somebody that can really give you peace

I lost myself in all the little things that I believed

Giving all my food to all the demons that would feed

Goodbyes are not for me I'm always bad at it

And I'm not good with change, it's like a bad habit

All the stupid things we did we sat laughed at it

How can I leave the past alone if I look back it

So replace me

Don't try to chase me

Just erase me please

I know you hate me

Closing chapters

It's all over and gone

Over and gone

Now I'm all alone and I'm just hoping that it helps

And I hope that you replace me, hope you find somebody else

This pain I feel inside, is one of the worst that I've ever felt

But I'm just playing with all of the cards that I was dealt

Now I'm all alone and I'm just hoping that it helps

And I hope that you replace me, hope you find somebody else

This pain I feel inside, is one of the worst that I've ever felt

Cuz I just had to choose between loving you or myself

I'm sorry man