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Where did it go

I do not know

Where did it go

I do not know

Where did it go

Where did you go

And now I'm nothing

But a bastard son and child, running wild

Now I'm huffing and puffing

And smoking to keep my mental on straight

Life's a never-ending nightmare like we stuck in this maze

I might be slipping, I could just end it

Would I be missed by my family all the homies chasing glory's so demanding

I don't want to miss it

I just wish that something would change

I feel alone more than ever, while I'm drowning in pain

So I drown my sorrows

Inside a bottle of moscato

Feeling hollow as I wallow

My regrets for tomorrow

I'm on auto-pilot

I don't want to hide anymore

If you look at me, tell me what you see

I'll tell you what I see

I see a fucked up kid

Who lost his way through the night

It only takes one big mistake to end your life, and I might

I'm in the darkest stage of life and I ain't searching for light

I know the devil's right up under me just waiting to strike

Where did it go

I do not know

Where did it go

I do not know

I just want to know

I just want to know

How the hell I'm getting out this place, where I want to go

Without the evil temptation that got us hateful and waiting

For something special embracing

Like is there a god or a place where we can be at peace

Free from all the sins that we made

Get through purgatory find the ones who made it okay

That helped you get on through the darkness

Find that light on your way

I tried to do the best I could

I feel like I'm slipping away

I didn't know how to handle all the pain and all the grief

Agonizing in defeat got me down on my knees

And begging god please please please bring them back

I don't think it was their time, I hate to think like that

But I been battling these demons getting stuck in the mud

I wish the outcome had been different, that's the way that it was

All I do is move forward

Nothing left but all there was, and I don't want to get caught up in the past when I lost Trust so

Where did it go

I do not know

Where did it go

I do not know