XXIII Lyrics

I wont deny im feelin used

All my life no real excuse

In my rhymes you hear my music

Losing time but still im movin

Harmless scars i feel the bruises

New to nooses how i do this

Foolish tryna ruin my business i cut calls off

Addicted and its time to admit it but what yall on

Rather see me fail than to finish so fuck all yall

People keep on telling me these things that i dont need to know

All I'm really trying to do will give my fucking queen a throne

Many freinds of devin asking where did all your demons go

I dont even fuckin know but all i knows i need a home

And even tho i see the stones ive set, i step beneath the road

I mean im dope but know that where i rest is blessed with bleeding throats

My stress it lessens pressin smith and wessens to my freaking dome

Depressed with nothing left i guess its best for me to be alone

I guess its best for me to be alone

Youre better off just leavin me alone

How you posed to fight with no fight left in you

When you tryna see the light with no life left in you

When u tryna take flight, let the vikes get in you

Somethin doesnt feel right unless my night is spent wit you

Its too hard to face the facts, i cant accept it, rather not

Yet i wanna take it back my passion trapped my train of thought

Shocked and shattered

Battered, mad my past surpasses where ive got

I think about yu way too much, i think about this shit alot

Hard find out what the point is

For this constant dissapointment

And man i just been annoyed wit

Life im tired but i enjoyed it

Now i notice all my efforts

Probably wrote a different presences

I play chess this isnt checkers

Steady stressin living reckless

Don't invest this bitch a deathwish

Lemme rest and get my mind right

Expect me to forget the fuckin best time of my life

High as kites tryna fight why you taking my advice

I dont know whats going on

I aint mr know it all

I just know what i be doing

And at this fuckin point i dont really wanna do this

If lifes like this i aint living for the future

Yall are fuckin puppets why you living like computers

Who you who you think im thankin of

Sedated when the day is rough

I know i needa change it up

And go above pain and drugs

Since the nation lost my faith and called for satan i dont pray enough

Maybe i dont pray enough

Aint wakin up today i say too much or i dont say enough

How you posed to fight with no fight left in you

When you tryna see the light with no life left in you

When u tryna take flight, let the vikes get in you

Somethin doesnt feel right unless my night is spent wit you

Its too hard to face the facts, i cant accept it, rather not

Yet i wanna take it back my passion trapped my train of thought

Shocked and shattered

Battered, mad my past surpasses where ive got

I think about yu way too much, i think about this shit alot

Head as high as i am as im dyin i believe its worse

Silent suicide is fine if finally it just seems to work

Wouldn't be the first of times ive tried its time to leave this earth

Need to see the worth of words, it hurts when i complete a verse

Its hopeless tryna make a song

My focus, motivation gone

Told you i aint scared to fall

Think these pills are wearing off

Really i dont care enough

Cant believe i chose this

All these doors my keys dont open

Never thought id be so broken

I pray that she dont know this

But i cannot live in a world like this

Take another hit then i hurt my wrist

Im sorry broke my promise but its worth

That risk

Shit

My chest it aches with every beat

Await the day they set me free

Cant escape my memories

I see the seas ahead of me

Think its time to leave yeah

This year imma leave here

I dont wanna be here

How you posed to fight with no fight left in you

When you tryna see the light with no life left in you

When u tryna take flight, let the vikes get in you

Somethin doesnt feel right unless my night is spent wit you

Its too hard to face the facts, i cant accept it, rather not

Yet i wanna take it back my passion trapped my train of thought

Shocked and shattered

Battered, mad my past surpasses where ive got

I think about yu way too much, i think about this shit alot