avoidance Lyrics

Somehow I let this get to me

All in my head all in my room

Nobody can get to see this

All where I've been All that I said

Cant take it back, repeat it

Falling up I'm falling fast

I'm falling way up out the deep end

Ran out of time I can't wait

Put it all on the line and the price got paid

I think I'm going blind, all this light I've gotta face

An amount of time, can't let it all go to waste

It's not a stepping stone, these are the choices I made

And I won't let this 'lone

Its in my head I'm in my room, I'm pacing

Its no one could replace you, and no one could replace me

I know the shit you face too, its the same shit that's just facing me

Is this the life I choose? I don't wanna be here

Imma still keep moving, This my leap year

I miss doing all those things

Yeah now my mind is blocking things out

I'm trying not to feel, but I still

End up here back again

I tried again and failed

And I still gotta clean my act a bit

Imma need some more I only have a bit

Don't even know like half of it

I'd usually say im glad I stayed

But this time imma say 'glad I left'

I was getting in a panic stage

Almost lost my mind almost lost my breath

And now I'm jumping on the stage

And off the edge with no regrets

What I'm going through, yeah no one guessed it

What I'm going through I know they test me

When im going through it just got stress me

When I'm done going through it I feel empty

I go missing on the move, I said no don't tempt me

Aint no telling where my head be

Please don't tell me, it's too heavy

Somehow I let this get to me

All in my head all in my room

Nobody can get to see this

All where I've been All that I said

Cant take it back, repeat it

Falling up I'm falling fast

I'm falling way up out the deep end