Decelerate Lyrics

Haven't been to church since 2006

But tonight by palms are pressed into a crucifix

It's the mid-night pulse of the cardiac

It's like line between nocturnal and insomniac

I need a time out

I'm running at full steam

This isn't nonchalant

I think it's eating me

I wanna black out

I'd take a fever dream

I just want anything at all

Whispers in a voice my own

It says I'm nothing but a stepping stone

And if I don't forecast the perfect weather

They'll all move on to someone better

I gotta keep smoking this

Help me get my head on straight

Help me to decelerate

I'm not sure I can make it on my own

Pulling every thread 'til I come undone

I'm thinking this is probably gunna be the fatal one

I know I say it every time but it's hard to see

It's the line between illusion and mortality

I need a time out

I'm running at full steam

This isn't nonchalant

I think it's eating me

I wanna black out

I'd take a fever dream

I just want anything at all

Help me get my head on straight

Help me to decelerate

I'm not sure I can make it on my own

Help me get my head all right

Stuck between the fight or flight

I'm not sure I can make it on my own

Good evening from my cranium

My arm is feeling numb

My clock ticks through the breastbone and

Deep inside I feel my race is run

I count the respirations

I lose patience

What have I become

I play my favorite song

It's not a fix but

It is an improvement

Help me get my head on straight

Help me to decelerate

I'm not sure I can make it on my own

Help me get my head all right

Stuck between the fight or flight

I'm not sure I can make it on my own