This Isn't Heaven, It Must Be Hell Lyrics

This Isn't Heaven, It Must Be Hell - Louyah

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I’m so tired

Living a lie

I’m weak I need to leave this lonely life

I’m so fed up

Of lonely nights

I sleep away my days to pass the time

Help me believe I’m something more

Incapable, at least Im still trying

You don’t know what it’s like to live alone

Keep trying to climb over mountains

While i’m so locked up in the silence

Give me one good reason I shouldn’t go

Don’t wait for me I’m frozen

Right between my burdens

Can’t save me from myself

There’s no

Way that I dеserves this

I fail to see my purpose

This isn’t hеaven it must be hell

I’m letting go

Of what I’m waiting for

I know I’m worth it

But I feel so worthless

And it’s not so worth it no

I’m losing hope

I’m outta control

The pain that’s inside

Keeps me so locked inside

Not a fan of my pride I know

Help me believe I’m something more

Than late nights staying up till the morning

You don’t know what it’s like to be alone

Keep trying to climb over mountains

While I can’t get up off my mattress

Give me one good reason I should go

So misguided got me falling to my knees

Empty practice I could never hope to preach

Hollow words don’t ever seem to bring me peace

My faith was made fragile by vacant response

That life they promised me was a lie

I fell and burned they told me I fly

Waist deep in frigid waters I drown

I inhale to drift further down to my end

Don’t wait for me I’m frozen

Right between my burdens

Can’t save me from myself

There’s no

Way that I deserves this

I fail to see my purpose

This isn’t heaven it must be hell