Livin' Wild Lyrics

Let my feelings disappear, as i smoke this weed

Lost my auntie last year, i could hardly breathe

Plenty nights avoiding tears, like a bob and weave

Hurt my heart that you ain't here, why you had to leave

You left my heart afraid to care, these scars on my sleeve

I failed two classes last year, financial aid released

I been afraid that i might die, who crying when i leave

Its been hard for me to hide my eyes behind my teeth

In therapy i tried to lie, cause i know I'm weak

The oldest, never seen me cry or bowing on my knees

Gotta be strong for my lil siblings, they look up to me

But inna night i cant sleep, and i hardly eat

Lost twelve pounds in November, dropped one thirty-three

I sat alone for Christmas day and New Years Eve

Wishing i can see my twin face, i slept alone for weeks

All this pain I use to marinate smacked me from strong to weak

And all my jeans be Serenade, Oops, i mean Serenede

Check it out, lemme demonstrate, cause these niggas ain't hearing Me

Waking up with heartburn, steady crying and shit

And Alhamdulillah, hope ian dying and shit

And i keep my girl by my side 'cause she be ridin' and shit

that other girl not by my side 'cause she was lyin' to the kid

We live a, life full a sin, a life full of cryin

Free my uncle out that Pen, he got ten doing time

And half my life G'Pa been in, so we missed hella times

We used to, bond like friends, I rarely seen em' since nine

And Rest In Peace to Tykee, he tatted on my sleeve

Rest In Peace to Uncle E, we miss you onna E

Some of this Shit still hard to believe, but i gotch'all by my side forever As I achieve

As i achieve, As i achieve, As i achieve, As i achieve yeah