Why Do I Try ft. Eamon Hill Lyrics

Twenty years down too sentimental

Can you hear me I scream out my mental I'm fine

But in reality it's probably just a matter of time

Talk about all this shit

I never knew what I wanted until I walked away

I guess I always imagined that I would be okay

But now I'm feeling something different and it's hard to make decisions

Like ouuu

And I really don't know what to do right

I'm confused I

Yeah ouu ouuuu

Killing myself trying to write something you like yeah

Despite my best intentions

I still feel like I'm digressing

Flood right down to my perceptions

So why the fuck do I try

Cause every night

I lie awake and then I think 'bout why and what's at stake and I know

That its not in my control

Cause everytime I think I'm finally 'bout to get it right

Something always seems to kill my vibe (woohoo)

So why do I try

And now I'm all in

Just started running but it feels like I'm falling (behind)

Oh woah

Can't find a better way to spend all my time

Than getting fucked up at Cole's house

Josh says to drop out

Drink 'till I pass out the prozac keeps working

So I won't go cry now

Cause everytime I start to feel okay

The feeling runs away (yea yeah)

Sometimes it's hard to play pretend

So you can't see the problem

Only the Magic

I'm exhausted and I think that I've had it

Cause every night

I lie awake and then I think 'bout why and what's at stake and I know

That its not in my control

Cause everytime I think I'm finally 'bout to get it right

Something always seems to kill my vibe (woohoo)

So why do I try