hold on. ft. rxs3 Lyrics

Am I supposed to be grateful

For letting me breathe

Living in a world in which

I'll never be free

I look into the mirror

And I don't see me

But yet I hold on

To what I could be

Hold on

'Til nothing remains

But my shadow exclaims

Hold on

I pray up above

While I'm crowded with shame

I pray out loud to the moonlight above

But I don't know if he'll act out of love

So I hold on

I may be in this alone

But I'll keep holding on

I hear my mother calling

I wanna call back

But I'm afraid my pathetic attempt will fall flat

I sit alone in my dark room

Awaiting the light

Hoping I can make it through to the end of the night

Get a call at 2 A.M., my friend overdosed

Warm September night

Where the moonlight over glowed

They're crying in my ear, I don't know what to say

Don't know what they wanna hear

I just want them to stay

And

Hold on

'Til nothing remains

But my shadow exclaims

Hold on

I pray up above

While I'm crowded with shame

I pray out loud to the moonlight above

But I don't know if he'll act out of love

So I hold on

I may be in this alone

But I'll keep holding on

Some days, I feel the ground moving around me

Some days, it's like it's all gonna crash

Then some days, I feel like everyone's against me

And I wanna turn it all to ash

Why can't I lead a normal life

Why can't I just feel free

Why do I feel I'm trapped inside

A body that doesn't belong to me

Hold on

'Til nothing remains

But my shadow exclaims

Just hold on

I pray up above

While I'm crowded with shame

I pray out loud to the moonlight above

But I don't know if he'll act out of love

So I hold on

I may be in this alone

But I'll keep holding on

Hold on

I may be in this alone

But I'll keep holding on

Just hold on (And run and run and run and run)

Just hold on (And run and run and run and run)

Just hold on (And run and run and run and run)

Hold on (And run and run and run and run)

Just hold on (And run and run and run and run)

But yet I hold on

To what I could be