So Stagnant Lyrics

I feel detached from my surroundings like I'm outside my own body

Such a mystery to solve: the reason I dissociate

Can't concentrate; I just can't focus

A prison cell inside my head

Introspect and self-reflect to find origins of my behavior

In a haze and paralyzed by the grip it has on me

Can I make this better over time

I feel so stagnant

In a haze and paralyzed by the worst anxiety

Can I take control of my destiny

I just can't see any fix

Get out of here

Take problems with me

Delude myself and say I'm cured

But, I know, sooner or later, I will backslide to those old patterns

I know I can't be pessimistic, a luxury I can't afford

I can change my circumstances; turn self-reflection into action

No one's listening to me

I feel ashamed of the way that I had treated you

I whispered I was sorry, but it should have been a scream

True; it's not mandatory for people to forgive

I'm talking to the people I have hurt

They can't hear me anyway

In a haze and paralyzed by the grip it has on me

Can I make this better over time

I feel so stagnant

In some ways, I'm better off

Solitude's been good to me

I can't harp on lost opportunities because I must move on