spiraling Lyrics

There's a lot of things that I wish I never told you

I exposed my pain in a room that ain't have no room

Flooded out my veins, having dreams that the crowd move

Ima hit the ground soon, I think you should come through

Judging by the chemical imbalance that's between us

I can tell you wanna go and I don't need a reason

Do I think that God exists and would he ever leave us?

Press a kiss upon my wrist and hope it stops the bleeding

It doesn't make sense to me

How I'm always spiraling

Start it over as a means to please

Stain the page with your apathy

It doesn't make sense to me

How I'm always spiraling

Start it over as a means to please

Stain the page with your apathy

Can I let it go?

Where tf I go whenever home don't feel like home

I got me by the throat and that's the only thing I've known

Never let yourself ever get too comfortable

Opps be at my show but I love to watch them fold

Tellin yo life story and that's the saddest story told

Bitch I'm on a roll and that's why I don't fuck w dope

And my heart still stuck on froze

I gotta find a way to cope

Lighting blunts off of the stove

And these people like to pose and I'll never fucking follow and that's why they feeling drove...

Like pills that's hard to swallow, that shit stuck up in your throat

I can't sit and wallow, need to get on to the dough

I don't do it for a follow Bitch I do this for my soul

It don't make sense to me...