Issues/Fix Me! Lyrics

Why won't you get back to me?

Why won't you respond to me?

Was it something I said, was it something I did?

Was it something I've done that you cannot forgive?

Sorry to bother you but I need an answer

I don't understand, do you think I'm cancer?

Cause sometimes I wonder if we're really friends

After all my flaws, you still wanna make amends?

I trust you way more than I trust myself

But I'm selfish, ungrateful and I don't need help

I would trade my world for your sense and clarity

Then, I can say how much I'm proud of me

Mid 2021, I was at my lowest

I used to be the fastest, now I am the slowest

Stress and disappointment was all I had to show

Nothing redeemable, seemed like I had to go

I'm ashamed for what I did, the man did not deserve it

Caused a ruckus in his home and then threatened to hurt him

Overwhelmed by life, took it out on the team

When I should've put the pain into crafting my dreams

Next thing I know, had a fallout with my father

Just a simple favour seemed to make my life harder

Lost it with my dad and we left on a bad note

Then I'm drowning in my tears, I feel like I need a boat

One week of work has left me fully devoid of confidence

Told off by my manager because of my incompetence

All I can say, while I'm writing this letter

I'm sorry, I'm the worst but I'll try to do better

All this pain I cannot get into

Call me when you could stop these issues!

It's been a while since we spoke but I miss you

Call me when you could stop these issues!

How can I learn to move, act and dress like everyone else?

How do I function in a system that's not meant for me?

How can I live life without a string attached?

How am I like this and why can't I be normal?

If only you could see inside of my brain

The simplest of things can drive me insane

Social cues and a Rubix cube, hard to decipher

If we could trade brains, I would probably be nicer

Smarter, wiser, living all happily

Here I am trapped in this daily catastrophe

Maybe I could deal with this crooked sanity

If I never dealt with a broken family

Disappear… is what comes to my mind

The love for myself is what I try to find

So far, so gone, beyond la la land

My stone-cold heart buried beneath the sand

Can summer season be the reason to be alive?

Would the self-hate persuade me to take a dive?

Through the cold rain I see bridges and trains

'Cause no matter what I do, we will not be the same

Fix me!

Fix me yeah!

Fix me!

Fix me yeah!

Oh please fix me yeah!

Fix me yeah!

Fix me!

Fix me yeah!

This is what I mean, everything, life kicks me in the f- arse!

Every single time I'll try and get through a day, something goes wrong

Now it's gone to this f- level. I don't know what to do anymore

I'm really struggling but that's just life at the end of the day

Why? Why? Why?