why? idk Lyrics

It never stops and I just want to make it out of here

These obstacles give me fear

This fogged up glass makes my future not so clear

I feel like I can't get anywhere

Even at the top I still feel so low

With friends, I feel alone

Why? I don't know

I'm afraid I'll become a failure with everything in my life

Even though it's just fine I feel isolated even with the sunshine

All I see is hard rain and the cold nights

And I can't help it

I just deal with it alone so I don't feel selfish

Is this worth it? I don't know

Why do I keep beating myself up?

From the music and my education

Adding pressure, making my mind racing

I just want to make everyone proud

But all my doubts are knocking loud overpowering me

Don't take any risk it makes me more of a coward you see?

And I don't wanna let my parents down or my friends either

But sometimes I feel like I can't even get anything done, procrastinating nonstop

Digging an even deeper hole

And with every moment and action, I screw myself even more

Overthinking got me fucked up

Why do I gotta function like this?

Every day it is always me fighting

Trying

It never stops and I just want to make it out of here

These obstacles give me fear

This fogged up glass makes my future not so clear

I feel like I can't get anywhere

Even at the top I still feel so low

With friends I feel alone

Why? I don't know

Why? I don't know

Even at the top I still feel so low

With friends I feel alone

Why? I don't know