December's Very Own ft. st0nepyth0n Lyrics

Been a long time, still yesterday

Still last week, still our first date

Still our first day, look in my eyes

Hands locked in, yet tongue tied

Maybe, I'm still out here living a lie

Or maybe, I'm the lie?

Oh, what a surprise, stuck in my mind

Can't open the gate

Don't matter if you try, can't stop your fate

Can't stop the timing of what ain't timed

Can't cherish a moment with just one side

Can't tell a story from just one angle

Can't tell the truth if you just tell fables and lies, you faker

Look in your eyes, a traitor

I never thought it'd come to this

My love burned out, yet you blow a kiss

I wish you could go back to who you used to be

December's very own queen

But like a whisper in the night

I heard you once, I heard you twice

I wish I could still hear your voice

Another day gone, my hope gone

17 missed calls, what went wrong?

Last night, I was begging just to hear your voice

But today, your voice is already the noise in my head that just tells me that the cycles breakin'

And your heart is breakin', gotta stop it

If I just avoid every urge telling me to just quit

Maybe, I'll find out what it is, gotta fix this

I'll get up, run away from a shade of you

No let up, can't leave it to a flip of a coin

Hear the call of the void, gotta end this

But yet my love is endless, selfless

I wish you could go back to who you used to be

December's very own queen

But like a whisper in the night

I heard you once, I heard you twice

I wish I could still hear your voice

Why do I do this for love?

Why when I try, it gives up?

Why when I say that I can't, it just run's in my arms? Now a scar's on my heart

See, now I'm just trying for better

Sometimes, when I turn, I write letters

While facing my past, I relapse and I tell it the stories where pain would just enter

So, now I'm just trying my best

Tryna work through all the stress

If I just listened, I wouldn't be here in this mess

Heart aching, a signal, distress

Now I'm, doing my best to not drown

Fighting for air, but I fight, never down

Looking for reasons to fight

It's just me, so I do it for me, never stay on the ground, but I

I wish you could go back to who you used to be (Back to who you used to be)

December's very own queen

But like a whisper in the night

I heard you once, I heard you twice (Like a whisper in the night)

I wish I could still hear your voice

(Your voice, your voice)

(Oh-oh, oh-oh, woah-oh)