Still Here Lyrics

Who are you when nobody watching

Too often I find myself lost in my head

I ain't really open to

Talking bout all of my problems

I'd probably wind up just popping

These drugs in my hand

I'm walkin these streets on my own

If you spotted me honestly

Go on and leave me alone

I can not tell you what I want but I know

It lies further than this place

That we call a home

I'd rather keep wondering on and on

Until all of a sudden I pause and I break

What matters is hundreds of others

Keep holding on to setting suns

That's shit that I hate

Going outside

Don't wanna go for ride

Don't want to open the blinds

Just don't wanna think about trying

Cause every time I try

I end up just lying in bed awake

Wishing for better days

Don't wanna medicate

This ADHD keep fucking with me

And I see it just ain't the same

Closing my eyes

Why would I even wanna try

Tell mom I'm gone

Don't wanna die

Know I'd feel better inside

Now I'm alone

Loneliness kills

Still

Can not stand being alone

But I love how it feels

Real

Maybe thats all that I want

To stop takin these pills

Still

Don't think I ever gon' stop

To be a lost cause

Promises cause scars

The kind that you know

That are never gon' heal

Don't think about me

Forgetting everything

You thought that I was

Nobody listening

This is just part of the reason

That I don't mind taking these drugs

Don't wait round no more

Feel like your killing me slow

Say that you're breaking it off

Don't understand what it cost

Taken my life and my soul

In love with the money

But I know that shit is something

I don't need

Hunits and hunits keep piling all on me

Know that they probably

Circling back for me

Dump out the back on me

Tell all brothers I'm coming home

Who are you when nobody watching

Too often I find myself lost in my head

I ain't really open to

Talking bout all of my problems

I'd probably wind up just popping

These drugs in my hand

I'm walkin these streets on my own

If you spotted me honestly

Go on and leave me alone

I can not tell you what I want but I know

It lies further than this place

That we call a home

I'd rather keep wondering on and on

Until all of a sudden I pause and I break

What matters is hundreds of others

Keep holding on to setting suns

That's shit that I hate

Going outside

Don't wanna go for ride

Don't want to open the blinds

Just don't wanna think about trying

Cause every time I try

I end up just lying in bed awake

Wishing for better days

Don't wanna medicate

This ADHD keep fucking with me

And I see it just ain't the same

Closing my eyes

Why would I even wanna try

Tell mom I'm gone

Don't wanna die

Know I'd feel better inside

Now I'm alone