anxiety can be a real bitch Lyrics

I might not know exactly what I'm doing

Exactly why I react in tears

Or why it's been years

And I still block, unblock, and block you again

Or why my chest feels like a million butterflies caged inside

Begging for a release of internal lies

But I promise I'm trying to figure this out

To figure me out

This anxiety can be a real bitch sometimes

There's a huge gap before the bridge to the other side

And I wanna jump

Take that leap of faith

Pump 10 doses of confidence through my veins, but

I know what that means

Letting go of you

And all that we went through

Letting go of guilt, of past, of trauma

Rebuild, surpass, and promise

No more fixes in the form of beings

Complete as one

Messy

Yet freeing