Inspirations ft. 500 Lyrics

As far back as I can remember I wanted to be a gangster

I mean at 13, I was making more money than most of the grown ups in the neighborhood

I mean I had more money than I could spend, I had it all

One day, one day some of the kids from the neighborhood carried my mothers groceries all way

You know why? It was out of respect

This for inspiration purposes

I wake up smoke a blunt it help me calm my nervousness

Pressure turn cold hearts to a diamond, move with urgency

Tryna stack my cake can't keep making impulsive purchases

I did some dirt can't even rap bout in no verse and shit

Big bro got opps know if they catch me try to murder me

These hoes be fuckin for a name claim she ain't heard of me

But I'm the only nigga round that hit her perfectly

I heard folks got hit in the neck he died in surgery

Told my lil cuz all my mistakes pray he a learn from me

My granny told me cut everybody off that be a burden

I heard folks speaking on my name, don't listen to shit you ain't heard from me

I speak my mind but every time that shit be burning me

I get inspired I feel a light switch in my mind

When I lock in she think I'm off a pill no difference in my eyes

I'm tryna watch out for the real cuz most these bitches in disguise

I was real I spot the fake some shit be hard to recognize

The way I rap bout what I live I paint a picture in my mind

This shit took a lot of skill, dedication, and some time

I was waiting practiced patience my shit came in just in time

Aye

Fell off with my best but we just blamed it on the time

And if I told you shit ain't hurt me hard fuck then I'd be lying

But I ain't tripping, I ain't got no time to heal I gotta grind

But this the type of shit that help me get inspired

This for inspiration purposes

I wake up smoke a blunt it help me calm my nervousness

Pressure turn cold hearts to a diamond, move with urgency

Tryna stack my cake can't keep making impulsive purchases

I flame up one I might spark two when I need inspiration

When all this life shit getting tough this shìt might drive you crazy

I told my niggas stay down don't get caught up in the matrix

You know yo purpose shit ain't hard gotta stick to the basics

All my problems face em

But I ain't got that many problems cause I still got paper

My big sis say finish school cause she first generation

How many niggas in my place but they still ain't make it

Opportunity a bitch but when she come I take it

Take a look back on my past I lived a stellar life

Sometimes I get so high I feel like I seen heaven twice

My karma scarred but I know that shit come with a price

Luck so fucked up crapped out way before I had the dice

Trust so fucked up make it hard just to love these bitches

Backdoor they niggas they all creep and I be sleazy with em

Ain't get the message stuck on read you just left dependent

Can't fuck hoes cause most these bitches got agendas hidden

Yeah I spot the difference

Is you gone tell me what I miss I think it's you I'm missing

And my dream girl stay in DC I know she hate the distance

But I swear she like my twin the way we clicked was instant

Gang

Sex, money, drugs

Like all I ever know

Now I see more up in this shit I think they call it growth

I wear my heart up on my sleeve but it's just starting to show

I came a long way from the flawless boy with no emotions

Nowadays you call my phone like what you need I'm open

Sometimes these bitches just forget that I'm the one who chosen

It ain't glitter gold but everything we touch is golden

It's the golden boy who did this shìt with no promotions