Past year Lyrics

So many times i sit at home

So many times I've been alone

So many place try call home

Now realized everything wrong

Can't control everything

Locked door and i just, just try to think

Deleted all my friends

I lived in complecs

I love this context

Doesn't matter all stress

I living on that, stop, why

Still i don't know, life in flow

By myself lie, better alone

Only headphone, everything blown

Feel like I'm clone, no

You can compare me to anyone

I don't care about that, in anyway

Past year was a hard time

Stopped to smile and i started to rhyme

Was looking something new

But I am

Losing something important

The soul-searching, the self-reproach

Doesn't help

when someone puting you in the coffin

Thank for this thing that living give

The weird sheet part of my living here

Which can be primitive, and depressive

It can seems strange, but i want to be real

We sometimes lose so many things

We sometimes lose so many time

We try bring back the ones we don't need

No matter how much you seen, we stay first, it's our curse

Come back in the life

But i lost in the spree

I lived inside my cave

I do a lot of things, pad my temple

Which no one now can see me

Everything keep inside, no one let distract

Ain't want to listen reacts

I'm not being impact

I wasn't infect

Still out of connect

It's time to change that

It wasn't an accident

That it's happened with me

Carantine, beats, new world

And again, I'm again in this spree

I am free teenager in this world

Just look at thousands like me

Which want to be baddest

But will be the sadness

Unfortunately we lose so many even no seen

There a epiphany

And recognition

In the same time

Insane man and mad head

Search for original dream, no all right

I really don't know what will happened with me in the next year

Just hope that it will be my choice

Just hope that someone heard my voice

Yeah, i know i am mad

I know all not so great, i know

I know all can broke down in a flash

I still into reflect

I know behind of my spine you can call me a trash, i know that

I know that my soul is a choppy

I know that i hide in the body

Why is the session so dark

Why confession it is so hard, why

Why people want that

When them life almost got over and close to graveyard

We are just people in this universe

Thank god he sent me here

It is not easy being here

But I'm really grateful for it

And after that i don't know what to say

It's finish me past

But start something new

Sounds so funny but i am really know what i need to do

You see me later, older and colder

When you already get sober

Let you see me a past

You see me older

You see me at last