December Lyrics

I get the mood swings in December

Darkest times they get remembered

Went from joyful holidays to depressing times up in the winter

The snow be hella cold but it's not that, that gives me shivers

It be knowing that my Daddy ain't gone be here for the winter uh

You ain't here and I just need you now

I need you here to hold me down

I'm steady thinking who am I without you in my life right now

It's been a cold cold December

I miss the bright days, September

It's dark no matter what I still don't got my Daddy my defender

I be mad that I ain't got em

It be hard to solve my problems

But this a problem I can't solve

They in the sky's where god got em

Yeah December getting cold

I don't need a coat my heart done been down this road

Even in the summer reminiscing bout the snow

The tear's from my eyes they frozen up and hit the floor

And anytime I call you I can't ever hear your tone

And I can't even meet you I'm just going with I know

December 19th yeah that shit fuck with my heart

I got two fallen soldiers and I'm here to play your part

An ever since he died you see my face up with the scars

We never wanted y'all to leave I wish this shit restarts yeah

Y'all don't gotta worry I got this shit controlled

Grandpa Ima make sure my Momma good even though she miss your soul

Daddy I'm gone make you proud I got lil bro up in his mode

I got a lot of shit to talk about I'm ready to unload

I get the mood swings in December

Darkest times they get remembered

Went from joyful holidays to depressing times up in the winter

The snow be hella cold but it's not that, that gives me shivers

It be knowing that my Daddy ain't gone be here for the winter uh

You ain't here and I just need you now

I need you here to hold me down

I'm steady thinking who am I without you in my life right now

It's been a cold cold December

I miss the bright days, September

It's dark no matter what I still don't got my Daddy my defender