runaway. Lyrics

It still doesn't feel real and I feel guilty from it

Felt ghosted, I don't care

So why do I care about it

Yeah this shit isn't new, "we'll keep in touch"

Though I'm not gonna lie, think I say too much

Yeah you said that we'd keep it close

And after all this time, where the fuck did you go

You're the type to feel like everything's your fault

Thought of something different though I feel so lost

They've been playing with your head, yeah you've gone too soft

I've been fucking with my friends, now they leave me on read

Shit I'm always missing out, it's so hard to fit in

Man I'll take it to the grave, can't keep doing this shit

I've been thinking all the time, I don't wanna give in

I've been fucking with my friends, I guess this is how it ends

Always tired when I wake up and I don't wanna feel this way

Feeling fine since the breakup, but now I'm lowkey feeling strange

It still doesn't feel real and I feel guilty from it

Felt ghosted, I don't care

So why do I care about it

Yeah this shit isn't new, "we'll keep in touch"

Though I'm not gonna lie, think I say too much

Yeah you said that we'd keep it close

And after all this time, where the fuck did you go

You're the type to feel like everything's your fault

Thought of something different though I feel so lost

They've been playing with your head, yeah you've gone too soft

I've been fucking with my friends, now they leave me on read

God I'm such a fucking wreck, I'm so full of myself

I keep losing track of time, yeah I know I do it well

But I'm feeling just fine though I probably need help

I've been sleeping all day till this shit goes away

I'm the type to feel like everything's my fault

Thought of something different though I feel so lost

They've been playing with my head, yeah I've gone too soft

I've been fucking with my friends, now they leave me on

Shit I'm always missing out, it's so hard to fit in

Man I'll take it to the grave, can't keep doing this shit

I've been thinking all the time, I don't wanna give in

I've been fucking with my friends, I guess this is how it ends