Note To Self Lyrics

Dear God, give me peace while I get back on my feet

Ran a couple thousand miles, riots in these streets

On the move, soul to soothe

Sweating demons in the booth

Doubts presented with the truth but I got way much more to prove

Note to self, this is not for the wealth

Not for my health, only for the most high

Multi-millions never give us the feeling, when we've been reeling and

The media keeps rambling on it's not the faith to lean on but

The truth and the hope is all is clouded in smoke, while they tell it

If there's to money to be made, you best believe they sell it

Wake up and smell the fear in the air, who really cares

Conversations in the middle, yeah I meet you there

Love is on time, what's it take to see the signs

Gotta listen with intention empathic intuition

We're all sinning every minute, why's the judging intermittent

Write you off before you finish, we could all use this repentance

Breathe

I know, I said way too much to bump this on your beats no pill form

Everybody wants to rap like somebody else on a billboard

We all got something to say, something to give in our own way

This music isn't a hobby or a profession or a lesson to learn in a session

I can't teach you my obsession for something higher

Lord use my voice to inspire and if they hate

Who am I to debate, hope they relate, blinded by faith

So put me back in

Know some of y'all didn't want me rapping

Like yeah, he's a decent producer an engineer and a tutor but

His lyrics are cheesy, he's better off as a YouTuber or

Working with somebody famous with clever punchlines

No real vision, wasting time and my vision

I got a date with destiny and you can save your opinions

Until my last breath, it's Christ to the death my only argument

I'd rather be in agreement, no parliament

This isn't about who's got it all figured out

Feel like I know one day, the next day I can't say

Why do I wait till I'm at my lowest to pray

Why is it friends can turn to enemies

I bet you won't find peace in that tesla lease

The girls that feast on your visa

Lisa could row your boat no destination

Few kids, mortgages and your insta

Lives to please the ones that seek the breeze

When you're not so hot, they'll be the first to leave

You look deep inside, you'll be the first to see

The insecurities, convinced you all the things you need

The void is here, the son is near