Guilty Lyrics

I'm wide awake, she talked me in to feeling guilty

I never thought that I could hurt her so severely, oh

Said "I'm sorry", she said "I don't want you near me"

I really prayed you'd never leave me until we got old

Broken promises, wrote 'em on your windowpane

She hope I choke on all my lies she hope I go away

Without you cutting it this cocaine doesn't feel the same

Not the same, not the same

'Cause I never wanna damage you

Never wanna damage you again

And I just want to tell the truth

But I keep on telling lies again, lies again

I don't want you thinking that I hurt you and I'm fine now

Double-edged blade, hurt so bad, I cried my eyes out

But I know it's nothing compared to everything I did to you

Such a piece of shit and every sin I'm going to pay to you

I'm looking at the card that you wrote me

I see the pictures and I hope it's just the old me now

We were looking at the stars when you told me

What's gonna happen after we both leave this shitty town

'Cause I don't know why I do the shit that I do

I know it's hard sometimes when I'm thinking of you

And it's not because I miss you and it's not because I want you

I just know that everything I did is gonna haunt you

I'm wide awake, she talked me in to feeling guilty

I never thought that I could hurt her so severely, oh

Said "I'm sorry", she said "I don't want you near me"

I really prayed you'd never leave me until we got old

Broken promises, wrote 'em on your windowpane

She hope I choke on all my lies she hope I go away

Without you cutting it this cocaine doesn't feel the same

Not the same, not the same

'Cause I never wanna damage you

Never wanna damage you again

And I just want to tell the truth

But I keep on telling lies again, lies again

I still live with everything that I did

Know she wishes I was dead

Know you say that shit in passing in a convo about your ex

But really I can't even blame you, I'm a voice inside your head saying

Why'd you open to me? you lost yourself instead

I'm a wreck on the floor, bet you didn't even notice

Back to the door, eight more shots and I'll be loaded

I can't take no more and I don't know why you chose this

Said you'd be the death of me, I guess I should have known this

I'm wide awake, she talked me in to feeling guilty

I never thought that I could hurt her so severely, oh

Said "I'm sorry", she said "I don't want you near me"

I really prayed you'd never leave me until we got old

Broken promises, wrote 'em on your windowpane

She hope I choke on all my lies she hope I go away

Without you cutting it this cocaine doesn't feel the same

Not the same, not the same

'Cause I never wanna damage you

Never wanna damage you again

And I just want to tell the truth

But I keep on telling lies again, lies again

She got a HeartLikeIris

She got a HeartLikeIris