Castle of Glass Lyrics

In this castle of glass

I'm all alone

I have four walls up

To keep the emotions inside

There's nowhere else for me to hide

All the times that I tried

All the times I had to listen to your lies

Even when I say that I'll be alright

I can't unsee the way you destroyed me

Breaking down my walls

And shattering me like glass

The nightmares of my self influence

I'm afraid to let go and be okay

Broken mirrors scattered all around me

Blood dripping from the knife by my bed

Stains on my shirt from the dry blood

Throwing my emotions into a jar

Leaving em gathering dust

I keep everything inside an empty glass

And say that I'll be back later

Only to leave it there alone on my shelf

I put up borders around my window

To keep myself occupied

With the voices in my head

In this castle of glass

I'm all alone

I have four walls up

To keep the emotions inside

There's nowhere else for me to hide

All the times that I tried

All the times I had to listen to your lies

Even when I say that I'll be alright

I can't unsee the way you destroyed me

Breaking down my walls

And shattering me like glass

All the pain behind my eyes

I drink the pain away

Keeping my galss empty

Constantly pouring a new glass

Constantly smoking till I can't breathe

If death is my occupation

Then let me leave in a hearse

Maybe then I could finally be a rest

I'm tired of being on the edge of death

Tired of being alone in this bed

Tired of constant pain and death

Tired of the fake love you plant in my head

Yeah I'm tired of being left on read

In this castle of glass

I'm all alone

I have four walls up

To keep the emotions inside

There's nowhere else for me to hide

All the times that I tried

All the times I had to listen to your lies

Even when I say that I'll be alright

I can't unsee the way you destroyed me

Breaking down my walls

And shattering me like glass