Cixot Lyrics

My armor doesn't have to become my identity

And my anger is not a representation of me

Destroy the things that seek to destroy us

I won't live in your toxic world

I can't stand your smile (Fuck)

When you treat me rough

I'm not your reflection, yeah your words hurt

Take advantage of

Tell me what I'm not (Jerk)

Teach me what I know

Friends want friends to fall, pretty shitty

Not your friend at all

Won't be stuck living in your toxic world

And I won't resubmit in response to your words

And I know that you like it when I cannot speak

But the thorns 'round my neck no longer torture me

One-half know-it-all (Asshole)

Mean and judgmental

Insecurities when you talk shit

Think you are "the man"

Knife behind your back (Duh)

Flowers at your chest

Trap me, trick me, ways to control me

You have the upper hand

Won't be stuck living in your toxic world

And I won't resubmit in response to your words

And I know that you like it when I cannot speak

But the thorns 'round my neck no longer torture me

I thought I was safe from it

From what?

The Cixot

Cixot?

Fill me up with all your poison words

A private hurt, those sharp elaborate words

Trap me in the cage I built around myself

And bury me in pains you've carried all these years

Bury me in pains you've carried all these years

Just bury me in jealousy and fear

You like when I can't speak

You like when I can't speak

You like it when I'm weak

You like it when I'm weak

Won't be stuck living in your toxic world

And I won't resubmit in response to your words

And I know that you like it when I cannot speak

But the thorns 'round my neck no longer torture me