internally Lyrics

I remember the night

When I tried to jump and failed

And I remember the night

When I tried to kill myself

Please don't try to do that to me again

It worked when I was younger, but I'm no longer a kid

Cause you're not here to help me

You're fucking me internally

When you're with me I wanna go

And try to kill me

And you're not here to hold me

You're worst than all my nightmares

Then I see the clock and

I hold my breath long and try to go back

You say you love us

Don't lie that hard to you

You think you're really helping

This situation is gotten worse

Please just go away from me

Leave me alone I'm not like you

Just because your life was like that

Doesn't mean ours gotta be too

Cause you're not here to help me

You're fucking me internally

When you're with me I wanna go

And try to kill me

And you're not here to hold me

You're worst than all my nightmares

Then I see the clock and

I hold my breath long and I try to go back

I hate you so fucking bad

I know you're close to me

But I wont forget

Cause you're not here to help me

You're fucking me internally

(You're fucking me internally)

When you're with me I wanna go

And try to kill me

And you're not here to hold me

You're worst than all my nightmares

(You're worst than all my nightmares)

Then I see the clock and

I hold my breath long and I try to go back