hawthorns Lyrics

I never nourish my spirit

I'm always starved for peace

You'll know the sound when you hear it

With bated breath, I ease

I guess that things don't turn out how we want them to be

Keep wishing that somehow I'll find something to relieve

My aching heart, it cries for something tender and sweet

But, I bet that you're still wondering what you meant to me

You'll never find me all alone in the dark of the pouring rain

You'll never hold me and show me you love me the way you say

It's too easy how you lie to my face

Look at the mess that you made

I close my eyes and say

In May when all the hawthorns bloom

I think that I'll be getting rid of you

In the sunshine of my life, there will always be your presence

There is structure, there is strife

Let your mystery teach me lessons

In the sunlight of all time, fear has only been of legend

We'll find it on our own in life,

but I promise we're not meeting on the other side

Oh, I promise we're not meeting on the other side

You'll never buy me all the drinks that I like at a disco rave

You'll never show me all the ways that you love to say my name

It's too reckless to keep living this way

But it's ending today

It seems I'm slipping away

In May when all the hawthorns bloom

I know that I'll be getting rid of you

I know that I'll be getting rid of you

I know that I'll be getting rid of you