Dear, John Doe Lyrics

Dear John

It's been 5 years

A lots changed but I'm still right here

Still, Repping your name, like you never left

Still rocking my gold watch, it's still on the left

But I moved out the city dawg I live in Arizona

I gotta daughter now, she's my everything and more ya

She look like me with different eyes, I know that you would spoil her

I still her about you even though she'll never know ya

And I still talk to Twain, he got a son a year older

He met his pops and he don't get high no more he sober

Lately we been distant but honestly we closer

Since you died, us against the world, we played our cards no poker

And we still ain't found closure but we still tryna take over

It's NNO, you said it's never over till I over

They still play our songs even thought we still ain't made it

Cause when you died, we almost quit, it was hard to face it that

I lost my nigga, I can't get him back

I think about him every time I rap

My life's a movie, I can't rewind

But in my mind, I always play it back

My life changed when I got that call

Ain't been the same, not ashamed at all

They say everything is for a reason

But I ain't found one in 5 years and 20 seasons

Real shit

Dear John

It took some time, but we getting better

Writing this song, hope that God let you hear this letter

How's heaven, you meet BIG or Pac or hows the weather

Do they let you drink or smoke, or is it something better

So many questions that I got, I'll never get the answers

I still kept real, you know I'll never change the stan

I still kept real, you know I'll never change the standards

Went from changing up these hoes now I'm changing pampers

Still stuck on the road, still hit the bros

Still hit up Chatto, Rey, still hit up Joe (Ricky too)

Still hit The OG, send a couple videos

And it's fuck a couple niggas, that's just how it goes

And it's a couple other things I won't talk about

Just know we finally got that shit straighten out

Now we focused on the money and the children

Rest in peace to my nigga, was a real one

I lost my nigga, I can't get him back

I think about him every time I rap

My life's a movie, I can't rewind

But in my mind, I always play it back

My life changed when I got that call

Ain't been the same, not ashamed at all

They say everything is for a reason

But I ain't found one in 5 years and 20 seasons

Real shit nigga

Yeah, Yeah

Yee

Yeah, Yeah

Dear John

Dear John, Dear John

Dear John, but not the movie

Even though my life is life a movie

Like a movie