Disconnected ft. aidanjm Lyrics

I wore my heart out

Looking for my sleeve to rest it on

I never found it

I guess what I want isn't what I need

Lucid in my bed

I looked under my dreams

I thought I saw it staring at me

And before I knew, I was fast asleep

And disconnected

Splashing water on my face in the bathroom

Drowning out the sounds in the place, I'm disconnected

In a race without a victory prize

Getting participation trophies as the dead last guy, I'm disconnected

Feet are fastened to the floor and I can't focus

Tryna fix my eyes upon the door, I'm disconnected

I'm disconnected

I'm disconnected

I took my thoughts out

Put 'em on a leash

I swore I heard them yelling at me

I don't know, I guess it was just a dream

But in my own head

They keep me from my sleep

So I guess they'll stay up screaming at me

And when Roxanne calls, I'll be cold and weak

And disconnected

Moving madly to a place my mind can manage

Trying not to panic but my brain is disconnected

In a prison with familiar design

Trying to make to tomorrow but I just can't drive, I'm disconnected

Struggling to feel like I'm welcome or wanted

Tryna push myself to move along, I'm disconnected

I'm disconnected

I'm disconnected

Somehow

I wore my heart out

I took my thoughts down

I think I'm fine now

I think I'll be alright now

I think I'll be alright now (I think I'm disconnected)

I think I'll be alright now (And overstimulated)

I think I'll be alright now