survive again Lyrics

I didn't say goodbye

You made me face a lie again

Now I don't think I'll survive

I'm stuck in this daydream

Where you and everything is way more perfect than when I'll die

Suicide is what's on my mind again

Now let's see if I survive

You were my demise

And I'll love you until I die

I end up sitting there wondering did you think of me

I end up stuck in place where you don't care 'bout me

And now I'm picking my hair out

I can't make them all proud

What happens if I fall out peacefully

I haven't been the same if you haven't noticed recently

When you said it was over, it was so easily

For you to tear my heart apart

It was your plan straight from the start

Yeah, I've been okay

I haven't been locked in my room for too many days

I haven't wondered if this part of my life's a phase

I haven't questioned every single thing that you've ever said to me because

I didn't say goodbye

You made me face a lie again

Now I don't think I'll survive

I'm stuck in this daydream

Where you and everything is way more perfect than when I'll die

Suicide is what's on my mind again

Now let's see if I survive

You were my demise

And I'll love you until I die