Clean Slate Lyrics

I never had hope

Sleep-deprived my dreams

I'm a sick man, sick of all these damn fiends

When it gets quiet the voices start to talk a lot

Sorting out the trauma for so long I did put off

Some days bite, like a lion's jaw

Got me stuck like windows, frozen on pause

I get real high so I do not feel the cold

Drugs saturate my blood, and I don't feel so alone

I'm gonna rock the world, I got some demolition plans

Speaking truth to everyone who listens, ear infections

My dad used to tell me things that were real bad

It made me hate my life, I felt worthless like a sad sap

Then I realized after 40 years of misery

I'm not the outcome of the pain that he tried to place on me

Always competing trying to outdo your own son

Your fucking fired, fuck your name, fuck your blood

I killed that kid

He could not be saved

Now I'm resurrected with a new brain and a clean slate