KNEEZ ft. Type1ne & St!ll S.k Lyrics

Why it's always 'bout you and yours, but not me and mine's?

Looking at all these rappers telling miraculous lies

Truth is distant, who knows what happens up in they lives

I question highly, fit in the box like I'm Mina Kimes

Smokin' I'm lifted, this sober shit, yeah I really tried

When I broke my sobriety, I fucking cried

Sad nights suck, don't know what to do about it

Believing it will get better, but yo, I really doubt it

I'm from a city, 300 days we've been closed down

I'd spend a Jack and then blow a dub sack and get smoked out

Propaganda is everywhere I be

So my mental health depletes, and my mind it tortures me

Wear my iron mask, whisky flask

Driving drunk I got blinded by the lights and I crashed

She already be knowing I ain't smiling so she don't even fucking ask

I ask myself why I'm really mad

True story, got dreams killed by that DefJam

I'm staring at my ceiling like, "Yo, what the F, fam?"

Who really with me, yeah who is my best man?

I say that I love her but I only hurt my best friend

I ask myself, "is this life"?

Is my music really tight?

Will my future be alright?

Does God have a plan for me?

Do they hate me out of spite?

Will I make it right?

From that unfamiliar night?

Shit keeps me away from sleep

Like Kendrick, will y'all pray for me?

If I lose it all, will you go out and pay for me?

This issues that I have, yeah they take me to my fucking knees

Damn, I been rapping since '96

I remember using branches as drumsticks

This beat is dope, so you know I gotta have a fix

Here's a double-bar to get crafty and say that bar a Twix

Most hate come from my own home

Sticks and stones break bones, but made your dawg strong

My ex didn't support me, so I'm now alone

This journey made me solid as a rock, that's a milestone

My back against the wall, so I ain't taking no chance

My rearview mirror gotta be outta the plan

I'm in the court, so I gotta be out of the stand

I haven't reached my ceiling yet, I'm still gaining new fans

You can't eat with me if you ain't starve with me

No coming back if you ever do the part with me

This is

It's far from these

So please just bow and pray, or I'm taking out knees

I ask myself, "is this life"?

Is my music really tight?

Will my future be alright?

Does God have a plan for me?

Do they hate me out of spite?

Will I make it right?

From that unfamiliar night?

Shit keeps me away from sleep

Like Kendrick, will y'all pray for me?

If I lose it all, will you go out and pay for me?

This issues that I have, yeah they take me to my fucking knees

I been staying up extra late

3AM and I ain't even touched a bed since yesterday

Staring at this paper, looking for the words to generate

Could write my best shit right now, they wouldn't care anyway

What ever happened to the real emcees?

Nowadays it seems like you get GOAT'ed if they feel the beat

I know they hearing me, but are they really feeling me?

Always going over they head, like a guillotine

Been singled out since I popped up out of the womb

Throwing dirt on my craft just to stop me from blooming

Being my mother's only son, I feel the pressure

I can't settle 'cause for greatness I was destined

Don't say you'll pray for me unless you do it in real life

'Cause people put that on God, and they still lie

Living a life to impress others

but when they close the curtains, ask yourself

"Was this all really worth it?"

I ask myself, "is this life"?

Is my music really tight?

Will my future be alright?

Does God have a plan for me?

Do they hate me out of spite?

Will I make it right?

From that unfamiliar night?

Shit keeps me away from sleep

Like Kendrick, will y'all pray for me?

If I lose it all, will you go out and pay for me?

This issues that I have, yeah they take me to my fucking knees

I ask myself, "is this life"?

Is my music really tight?

Will my future be alright?

Does God have a plan for me?

Do they hate me out of spite?

Will I make it right?

From that unfamiliar night?

Shit keeps me away from sleep

Like Kendrick, will y'all pray for me?

If I lose it all, will you go out and pay for me?

This issues that I have, yeah they take me to my fucking knees