desperate Lyrics

How would you think of me if you had some empathy

Took the things you borrowed from me

Dreams when we weren't even asleep

I wonder how you think of me

Cuz you're finally living in your wildest dreams

And I bet you never thought you'd be rid of me

And I bet you never thought that it'd be so easy

I like it when it's late cuz all I have is me

I'm only being selfish cuz that's my own specialty

I've got all this time just to think independently

Can't do nothin' but watch stars go by endlessly

Then I roll over to the cold side of the bed

Then I'm looking at the cold side of my head

Where she's hard and she's sick and she's bittersweet

And she's got some good questions about who really is me

And even though I could feel my heartbeat

I couldn't give her an answer that I believed

Maybe there's something missing but

You know, honestly

There's probably just something wrong with me

Thought I'd know a good person when I see one

Cuz game recognizes game, and that I could be one

But I've been wrong so many times, I admit

That maybe I was wrong about me

And I'm just a dick

How would you think of me if you had some empathy

Took the things you borrowed from me

Dreams when we weren't even asleep

I wonder how you think of me

Cuz you're finally living in your wildest dreams

And I bet you never thought you'd be rid of me

And I bet you never thought that it'd be so easy

I am a tree that's being pulled up by the roots

And it's stuck, and it's begging just to stay with the Earth

Cuz the soil is so warm and familiar, it's the truth

That it's easier to hold onto what's been right in front of you

But it's better when you know how to let go

Cuz the thing that's killing you will only do it slow

No time to think, no time to breathe

Just hold onto yourself as it hits you relentlessly

I don't know, it's not like it even matters

All the noise in my head is meaningless chatter

Haven't even finished the page and the voices in my head

Say to flip to the next chapter

Can I ask, why do I end up feeling this way

I just wanna be good so bad at the end of the day

I don't know what's up, down, left, or right

I just know I can't have another bad night

How would you think of me if you had some empathy

Took the things you borrowed from me

Dreams when we weren't even asleep

I wonder how you think of me

Cuz you're finally living in your wildest dreams

And I bet you never thought you'd be rid of me

And I bet you never thought that it'd be so easy

How would you think of me if you had some empathy

Took the things you borrowed from me

Dreams when we weren't even asleep

I wonder how you think of me

Cuz you're finally living in your wildest dreams

And I bet you never thought you'd be rid of me

And I bet you never thought that it'd be so easy