october (2021 version) Lyrics

In a state of apathy

Like a parasite I'm feeding on everybody's empathy

This has to be just another fever dream

I can't stand the way the looking glass is looking at me

My shadow needs a stable host

A beating heart to guide and trust

I know I'm not by myself

I drew the curtains over my eyes and

Thought there was only the never ending dark

A desert to wander

Why the light of the sun does not caress my face?

I miss the light in the haze

Ablaze so cold and still

The air got too oppressive to inhale

Now the oxygen mask I have to wear

Is wearing out the keys from the major scale of my mind

I will not fall

I will keep searching for the light in the dark

I feel so hopeless trying but

I'll keep searching for the light in the dark

Why the light of the sun does not caress my face?

I miss the light in the haze

Ablaze so cold and still

The light in the haze