life is a death scene, princess Lyrics

Festering

Make known the names of

Deviances so

Pushed aside by unwilling tides

Sunshine as kryptonite

Surrendering

Come to terms with a chasm deepening

Is the fight still in me? I've been matched

With a face i can't see

Momentarily alive

I wanted to apologize

For what I've done or what i haven't

It's hard to decide

Momentarily alive

Is the grass greener on the other side? I catch glimpses

From days i can manage to jump high to peek

And somehow i'm colorblind

Petulant

Trivial attachments to arrogance

Cognitive dissonance at its best

Grown so damn tired of games and tests

Why can't i rest

Perpetually collapsing

I can't let this happen

In trying to take hold

I loosen my grasping

Self-saboteur

The demons are laughing

The echoes alone form the

Ambience, transience

Oh, clarity

Hold me for a moment

I just want to see

The suffering and grief

Mourning's quite

A sight for sorry eyes

Momentarily alive

I wanted to apologize

For what i've done or what i haven't

It's hard to decide

Momentarily alive

Is the grass greener on the other side? I catch glimpses

From days i can manage to jump high to peek

And somehow i'm colorblind

Seize all the moments you can

The heart wants the good ones to last

Generous tenderness heals

Pay no mind to what love conceals

I refuse to let go

Ask me what for

I am begging for more

I'll continue to walk on the sores

The aches

The breaks

Just for a glimpse of the door

So don't

Have the nerve

To ask me what for