Rehab or Relapse Lyrics

Hi

My name is BAE

Uh

How's everybody doing um

And I'm addicted to love

Relationships

Or whatever you wanna call it Um

I've been sober for bout maybe a year and a half

Something like that

Um but if you wanna know more of my story, here it is

I… I don't know where to start

I got too many feelings inside of my heart

Really think it's too large

I know too many women say I left em scarred

Really ripped em apart

I never wanted to part

Truth is I been in the dark

I really needed a spark

I really needed some help

Forgive me for all that I done

I really ain't been myself

And I thought that you were the one til I had no one left

Been in love since a lad

All that love that we had

You forever my lady

You know I love you crazy

Then you went out and had a baby

Then she had my baby

I swear I thought she was the one

Then she had my son and I had to tell her we done

And I thought my next was the best

She got caught up in her text

Then she turned into my ex

And she made it hard for the rest

I should've gave it a rest but I thought shawty was blessed

We fell in love off the sex

I could've bought her a ring

Shawty was down for the team

Shawty was down for the dream

All the way down what you mean

She treated me like a king then went and switched up the scene

Switched up on me I'm like damn

She put it all on the gram

And I really said I was through then I ran into you

But you was still running from him and that's some shit I couldn't do

But I wasn't running from them and I know you want me to choose

I know that you missing me

Know that I'm missing you too

At some point you honestly just have to get your shit together because

It's not fair how you

You you come in peoples lives and

Well I'm not even gone talk about other people

Because I don't know what you do with other bitches but

It's not fair how you come into somebody's life

And try to tear down these walls and

You know um encourage me to let my guards down and let you in

And all of that stuff

And then

As soon as I get to that point

You put your fucking walls up

And then you play so fucking much

It's hard to tell when you being serious

That shit is exhausting

It's real exhausting

So at some point i feel like you just need to make up yo mind

What the fuck do you wanna do

Like

Do you want to

Do you really wanna have that emotional vulnerability with somebody

You encourage me to be vulnerable with you

But you're not vulnerable with me

And I understand we're all so scared to be hurt cause

This shit scares the fuck outta me I swear it does

It scares the shit out of me

So

Either stop doing that shit or

Just be real