Delighted Disgrace Lyrics

When I'm lying awake

Reflecting over the year

I walk through all of my pain

But what the hell, I'm still here

Then disbelief hits my face

Because it's actually real

I'm tasting life on my tongue

This is the moment I feel

So where did it all begin

This fear of falling apart

If I refuse to say yes

They'll drop me out of their heart

The notion claws at my eyes

They stare at me in despair

Judging the way that I speak

And where I'm from, what I wear

Are we the blame that sits inside

The misty memory of your mind?

Are we the ache that holds on tight

Keeping your head awake at night?

When we were flying

You went and shot us from the sky

When we were trying

You turned and left us there to die

Realise this is the way I was born

I'll through my hands in defence

I'll shout it out from my heart

Without deceit or pretence

You can't refashion me

Remould the shape of my face

This is the life I've got and

I'm a delighted disgrace

I disassociate

I get so terrified

I feel the world let go

A hollow cave inside

Hell, I could cut my hand

Without an inch of the pain

Could even murder a man

And simply not feel the shame

Society's a fabrication

Humankind's a falsification

Tell me, where is your hand?

I wanna feel the real land

Are we the blame that sits inside

The misty memory of your mind?

Are we the ache that holds on tight

Keeping your head awake at night?

When we were flying

You went and shot us from the sky

When we were trying

You turned and left us there to die

Realise this is the way I was born

I'll through my hands in defence

I'll shout it out from my heart

Without deceit or pretence

You can't refashion me

Remould the shape of my face

This is the life I've got and

I'm a delighted disgrace

Yeah

I know myself so well

I'm well aware of all the things

You'd use to drag me down to hell

Yeah

I know myself so well

I'm well aware of all the things

You'd use to drag me down to hell

When we were flying

You went and shot us from the sky

When we were trying

You turned and left us there to die

Realise this is the way I was born

I'll through my hands in defence

I'll shout it out from my heart

Without deceit or pretence

You can't refashion me

Remould the shape of my face

This is the life I've got and

I'm a delighted disgrace

This is the way I was born

I'll through my hands in defence

I'll shout it out from my heart

Without deceit or pretence

You can't refashion me

Remould the shape of my face

This is the life I've got and

I'm a delighted disgrace