Hurt You First Lyrics

So many things I wish I woulda said to you (Said to you)

But I'm glad that it's over I ain't gon' hold you (Ain't gon' hold you)

Now that I'm looking back

So many red flags

Sneaking behind my back

When you ain't even have to do that

You don't want me

There's someone who does

Why couldn't you just tell me what it was

Had me feeling like I'm not enough

But you just weren't the one

No this ain't love it's lust

Everything you told me did you tell it to her

Mad at myself I shoulda hurt you first

No this ain't what I deserve (Ain't what I deserve)

Hope she does you so much worse

Since I couldn't hurt you first

Stay saying shit that you don't mean

Making promises that you can't keep

This ain't how it had to be

Why'd you do this to me

When I was real from the jump (Real from the jump)

Had me fooled thinking I was the one (I was the one)

Ask you some shut you play dumb (Why you play dumb)

Please tell me why you lying for no reason

Hope the next girl, makes you fall in love

Hope you think she's perfect, yeah you think she's the one

Gets pregnant but it's another nigga son

And you don't find out till you see 'em

Spoiled her, hope she breaks your heart

Move in together and everything falls apart

Gold digger hope she used from the start

I just really hope you overplay your part

Everything you told me did you tell it to her

Mad at myself I shoulda hurt you first

No this ain't what I deserve (Ain't what I deserve)

Hope she does you so much worse

Since I couldn't hurt you first