LEFT MY HEART IN LA Lyrics

I wish that I can change my point of view

So I can see you the way I once saw

And I hope you realize what you put me through

You are losing me

You're gonna wish that

I would sit up with someone new

You're gonna wish that

I was sleeping next you you

You're gonna wish that

You never broke my heart in two

And you are losing me

A different man when I'm in public

A different man though when we fucking

Tryna figure out why we all ending not discussing

Tryna figure out how I love you

Then you turn to nothing

I flew LA for a little while

Before I left you lefted off with a smile

Come back in town no I ain't used to this

Thinking that we left off happy

Now we arguing about stupid shit

Now I seek distance

Would of never visioned

Bringing up shit about bitches

Now you reminiscing

How you expect to get over this

I'm thinking you just should shoulder it

You say that I should just own the shit

But my mindset not even close to it

You talk louder when we speak

You say shit that you don't mean

And all I wanted was to be

Not together but a team

Not drama or the tension

Not crying not the bitching

You said I lied it's a difference

I didn't lie I just didn't mention

Mentioning that shit would just break ya heart

Mentioning stuff that shouldn't have happened from the start

Disrespectful of me to tell you play your part

Disrespectful about our child that we couldn't bring along

I'm mourning

You thinking I don't feel this shit but baby

I'm torn inside yea

That I could never see my baby eyes

But why wouldn't you just believe that you had my heart

I wish that I can change my point of view

So I can see you the way I once saw

And I hope you realize what you put me through

You are losing me

After I'm done healing I promise it's a better side of me

And I'm different than niggas

Tired of everybody saying they proud of me

I ain't even looking for a new bitch

I just need someone to come and vibe with me

Treat this song like a lesson so don't come here for apologizes

I didn't take your love for granted shawty

You gave me all honestly

But when I really needed it

You really sat there and lied to me

Fighting depression and everybody sees it

I feel that next is anxiety

My brother saw it on my face

And i'm so glad that they rock with me

Fake smiles is easier when you sad

And faking love for a chick once made me glad

Ima cold hearted nigga

Wasn't raised like this

Just had some cold hearted bitches

With cold heart intentions

I dealt with cold heart decisions

That made this cold heart i'm given

Now always we got friendship

This here is not what I visioned

I'll keep you close but a distance

Because I can't move with no tension

I still think we'll make admins

I played it good ain't wanna end

This was all good before the trip

Now my heart left in LA

I wish that I can change my point of view

So I can see you the way I once saw

And I hope you realize what you put me through

You are losing me