Numb Lyrics

Help me I feel so numb

Oh what have I become

Oh God I feel so numb

Oh what have I become

My heart is freezing it grew cold from all the pain

Denying why I am the way I am I'll never change

Still trying to find a way to put a smile on my face

But I've been collecting pieces from the hearts that I break

If I could, I'd go back I'd throw the whole thing away

Let my anger out relax but I forgot how to pray

Pills taking over slowly I don't have an escape

Yeah my friends think that they know me

But just the other day I tried to take my life

I'm sick of breathing I don't wanna fight

My family is all gone I'm alone and I can't sleep at night

Demons tell me, I pretended I was fine

Still I'm staring at my safe cause I know what's inside

I can't lie I've been struggling I'm scared

Yeah I burned every bridge, now nobody's there

I just wanted to say I'm sorry that I hid you from the truth

My reflection is a possession that I reflected back on you

Help me, I feel so numb

Oh, what have I become

Oh, what have I, oh what have I become

Oh, God, I feel so numb

I feel so numb

Oh, what have I become

Yeah, what have I become

I apologize for all the hurtful words

Some things yeah they better left unheard

People come and go my life's a revolving door

Murdered by the devil, get the shovel find the cure

My pain runs deep fall asleep in the back seat

Where's my mom and dad they gone they just left me

Scared in the crack house mama still blacked out

Crawling on the floor cause the feds are outside the house

Hurry move the couch, quiet

Don't let them in got beat for no reason

Yeah mom's drunk again

Mom I don't blame you I blame the drugs

They just framed you in a picture that don't explain who you was

No one can change you as I grew up

I learned what it was like to feel the buzz that gets rid of all the pain

So who was I to judge

I'm grateful for the life that God has given me

I hope I live to see forever

and that you have forgiven me

Help me, I feel so numb

I feel so numb

Oh, what have I become

Oh, what have I become

Oh, God, I feel so numb

I feel so numb

Oh, what have I become

What have I become